April 2013
3 posts
having to pause what you’re watching because you look 2 cute in the reflection of the screen
brushed my teeth, did the dishes -and- ate three meals today. its almost like im a functioning person
(anxiety + being far away from everything = agoraphobia = losing my ability to think/speak [stared blankly at my roommate for 10 sec after she asked me a question, studdered every time i spoke] = losing my mind)
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March 2013
3 posts
1 tag
i know people make jokes about guys having sticky keyboards but woah that is such more of a problem for girls??? seriously cleaning my keys is annoying
February 2013
1 post
i would pay someone to feed me mac and cheese and give me a sleepy puppy to cuddle and a couple kisses on the forehead and then to leave me alone for hours
December 2012
2 posts
everyone liked me better when i was fatter lol
I’M GETTIN LAID NEXT WEEK
I’M GETTIN LAID NEXT WEEK
LALALALALA
October 2012
1 post
2 tags
September 2012
5 posts
4 tags
just bought myself a vibrator for my birthday
i am the happiest kaianna
we learnt about how antianxiety pills worked in biopsych and i just took some and
benzodiazepine, i love you
3 tags
1 tag
oh come on i already isolated myself and ate horrible food and hurt myself today and i can’t even get off to disgusting porn because of my period i’m running out of ways to be sad c’mon
July 2012
21 posts
2 tags
it would be nice if i could do anything without having a panic attack
fuck my elementary school made a facebook group
id ont care about any of you dont fucking add me as a freidn jesus leave me alone
nononononoim atthat point in my summer depression where i turn off my aawareness of other people and focus entirely on fingnding sex and ruining everything that makes me happy fuck fuckno
1 tag
uh so i accidentally forgot ot eat for the past three days and i weigh 118 i havnt weighed this much since elementary school uh
uh oh
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2 tags
HE WANTS S TOPLAY VIDEO GAMES WITH ME ???? HE ??/
HE KUST SAID I WAS COOL AND INTERESTTTING CANT HADNGLW
conversation nslowing down heart slowing down heart at standstill dead
me + facebook chat
oh nooim going to die IM GOING TO DIE
I AM DOSO STRESSED OVVER THIS FACEBOO K CHAT
STOP I DKONT KNOW HOW TO LIKE PEOPLE ?????
OH NO THEY’TRE RESPONDING WITH…OH NO YHTHEY’RE ENGAGING STOP
OH NO IM HAVING A CONVERSATION I DONT KNOWH WO TO HAVE A CONVERSATION
OH NO SOMEONE AT MY COLLEGE HAS SIMILAR INTERESTS AS ME
OH NO
GO AWAY
NO FRIENDSALLOWED
FUCK IT
oh fuck it all
i wish i could connect to people without being in love with them that’d be c00l
2 tags
if being a feminist was as easy as holding up a sign on tumblr in my bra,...
– (via starlingswarm)
June 2012
21 posts
jesus christ i am having two to three panic attacks a day for no reason i am so godddamn exhausted why is thish happening
i can barely stand up and this ramen tastes like heavenis thsi what being drunk feelslike
oohhhman anxiety medication is great
sleepy sleep y
i love when girls cut their nails really short because they dont want to deal with them or if they just bite them off its so cute it looks so cute yeah
1 tag
and whent he only cute guy that ever messaged me just wanted me to watch him masturbate
si
gh
and that one time where a black little person with the weirdest face on the planet messaged me and i cried for a completely different reason summarizes my straight encounters pretty well
this one time a REALLY cute girl on okcupid messaged me and i cried
that is the extent of my queer experienc ethus far fuck
2 tags
i just googled “how to talk to your friends” legitimately
why am i fallgin tso eatsily why dcan i feel stlable and then not be setbale why i s that happenging i just want ot eb okay for a minutefuck
kill
me
klollme kill me keirll me kill me killme